So the bitter mortality of humanity struck me yesterday. I guess it was due to the fact that I haven't had a single smoke for two days now. It's nothing new to me though. I have stopped smoking before and I always get cough colds and fever on the first or second day that I haven't smoked. I'm not yet sure if he has seen the set of mails I compiled and sent. I really hope he likes it. I was chatting with him last night and yes, once again for the first time after a few weeks, I felt so much happiness. Not because we we're chatting but because he has started showing his affections again. Words are the most important thing I hold onto in our relationship. I'm glad that I voiced out how I felt about us and that we should do something about it. I have seen how our relationship is progressing and I was able to assess that it wasn't really going in a good path. I'm glad that he's trying his best put up that flame we had back then. I'm trying my best as well. I woke up this morning and read a text message from him. It was sent last night. Once again the first morning smile after a few weeks. It really feels good and makes me happy that even before I get off my bed I'm already smiling because of his sweet words. I mean who wouldn't be right? I was still lying down a couple of minutes more on my bed reading it a couple of times to double check if I wasn't dreaming (Hahaha! yeah who knows? It's a first after a long period of time. I might be hallucinating lol!). My day has just begun and I think I can just go back to bed and fall asleep, since may day is already complete. All things can be talked. I have traveled back to the past and I said to myself that I want to re-live them, bring back those happy days and guess what, I am re-living the past and going down that road to the horizon. It's not the destination I'm really after but the beautiful scenery along the journey.
"Only we have the capability to turn our dreams to reality."
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