I'm sad that time machine hasn't been invented yet, but that doesn't mean time travel isn't possible. I just went back to the past yesterday and I swear it brought me to the level of blissfulness I had at that time.I can feel the butterflies in my stomach again. It felt funny, exciting and it brings me new hope. Hope at how we will be going through our relationship for the next couple of months. I have been given a bird's eye view of how our relationship transpired. I've actually made a picture of it and hope you like it. Haha! I felt how passionate we we're back then (Oh yes! we we're definitely into each other at that time and we made sure we let each other feel it.). After reading my blogs from the start and browsing through hundreds of e-mail notifications (Damn it there was 12,000 mails in my yahoo account) I was convinced. I want to re-live that past. I want to go back to those days where we both showed our affection to each other in the most simple but fulfilling way. Those simple thoughts and sentiments are the things that kept us going despite of and in spite of all the things that are happening. We do not solely rely on them but they are the ones that kept our faith strong enough to be the foundation for our relationship. I was filled with so much joy and happiness while I was reading through my blog and e-mails. I even came across some funny and awkward moments. I would do everything to go back to that stage of our relationship. I would like to say my apologies for I have also found out that all this time I was talking about you being cold I was growing colder as well. We have our own faults in our relationship and I guess everyone goes through that stage. I'm really sorry If I have been causing you more stress than happiness lately.I'm sorry if I made you feel that I wasn't contented with what we have. I'm sorry if I made you feel that I stopped loving you the way I did before. We have clearly grown too comfortable with each other, and in doing so we have at some point, took each other for granted. By being comfortable we barely convey to one another about how thankful we are and how happy we are that we're together. The magical three words are the only words that we have been saying and we rely on it to mean everything. I will definitely go back to my old personality. Restore what kept us happy and go back to that stage where happiness shines like the bright sun every single morning. I have gained new eyes, sight and view to the life that I have always been living with you. As every single day may end I will look forward for tomorrow that will bring me the Dawn of a new hope.
"Like light from the heavens, a new day brings about Hope of living a better life"
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