It's been a long time since I've last posted here. It only means that I have been busy with some things that's why I seldom write. I'm back to my old life, my ex has moved out a couple of days ago and I'm actually enjoying my time alone in the room, aside from my favorite housemates daily visit everything seems to be doing well. I'm able to focus more on my job hunting, I'm able to invite any guests I want without worrying that someone might get hurt, and I'm able to do anything I want in the room (Yeah that includes the things inside that little black book. haha!). Pretty much everything returned to normal before I met him. I've met a new friend when he moved out and guess what? He's so much like me. I mean we've only seen each other a couple of times and before we actually saw each other we we're already best "budz". I guess my reputation of being friendly and trustworthy with secrets still surpasses my own expectations. I guess having met a lot of people has already made me an expert in figuring out someone. It took me two days to get him to open up everything about him and I'm actually glad that he trusts me. I've found another best friend in my life. Though I already have one but she's a girl and well it's definitely good if you have the best of both sexes (of course there are some things which you can only discuss with a girl and things you can discuss with a guy). I'm happy to have him around because we jive in so much in a lot of things. Maybe one factor is that we are both born under the same sign (both Chinese zodiac and Western Zodiac). A combination of both east and west signs which is Dragon - Taurus pair. We we're born same year and different months. but the difference in days is just a small gap that's why we still are under the same Western Zodiac. Since we feel like we've known each other for so long we have decided to keep our friendship as close as we can. I mean he can better understand my own personality since we actually have a lot in common. I'm hoping that our brotherhood will last a long way. Anyway going back on track with my love life, everything is back to normal. Though I was really paranoid with my cherished one coming back from vacation, a lot of things are much clearer now. Like I've said, this might be the time where I have to be contented with what he can give me in return. We still haven't labeled the kind of relationship we have but I guess I'll just stick to the saying that I posted a while back. All I know is I'm happy with him and with what we have right now. I still get that excited feeling when I'm about to see him. My heart still jumps around whenever I hear his voice on the phone and My day just seem bright and perfect just by knowing that he loves me. I wish he feels the same. He recently visited me here at my home and in my room. For the first time we slept together at night and when I woke up I actually like the feeling that the first face I see before my day starts is his. It may be shallow but that's the truth. Simple things like these is what makes me happy. I'd rather prepare coffee for us than treat him out at Starbucks. I'd rather cook food that he likes instead of bringing him at a restaurant. I'd rather watch old movies and films with him at home than in those big screens. My happiness is just really shallow. You don't need to do big things for me to make me happy. It's those sweet little details which will always matter to make the big picture worth it. Oh well as far as I can see I'm still in love with you, Yes you. You know who you are.
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