I never thought that getting over him would be this fast. I guess moving on isn't so hard if you simply accept the facts that everything is over between the two of you. He was never really meant to be mine in the first place. He is simply one of those people who made me realize I can still break my barriers and limits, that there's more to the persona I already have and more to the crazy little slime or blob inside my skull (yeah using the word brain is too common, boring I might add hahaha). Happiness is really something. People do things that may be reasonable or not just to get a small ounce of that stuff. Some people’s lives depend on it, some make money out of it (yeah stand up comedians are number one on the list) and some are even willing to die for it. Happiness is the main product of love. As long as you love what you're doing it makes you happy and it keeps you happy. Love may not always be synonymous with Happiness but most of the time it will be and it should be. You love someone and it makes you happy. Someone loves you and it makes you happy. You love what you do and it makes you happy. You love what you feel and it makes you happy. Don't forget that Happiness is a matter of choice as well. People are happy because they choose to be and want to be happy. Sure that once you’re hurt you are given the right to be sad, depressed, angry, furious, enraged or even feel bitter about it. But it's still a person's choice if he wants to linger, hang around or dwell more in those feelings. Investing more time in these negative feelings and emotions isn’t going to do you any good. It’s like being in a quicksand, the more you stay the more you’ll sink and eventually the harder it will be to get out. I feel so rare after that relationship with him. I can always find another person who will simply take all I can give, but I’m pretty sure it’s hard to find someone like me who’ll give and do everything specially when I’m in love. My vision has grown wider and my understanding of love and life grew deeper. Whether the right one comes along or not, I don’t really know. But one thing is for sure I have clearly learned from my mistake. Ignorance is not an excuse and it never will be. I have decided that I should just stay single, not forever but for the meantime. I still have a lot of priorities in mind and having someone with me isn’t one of them at the moment. I’m not the play around type as well and it doesn’t really suit my personality. That’s it for now. Let’s see how the new chapter of my life starts.
"When we experience something traumatic we are given a new set of eyes to the old life we have been living. Seeing them in a completely new and different view."
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