Desperately trying to disunite and unlink the chains that bind us together, I try to leave your ominous yet encouraging presence. You’ve got your hooks so deep in me that every time I take that one step away the pain gets too intense and I just couldn’t go any further. My senses slowly go numb form all the torment while your words cripple me more rendering me helpless and weak down to my knees. Like arrows that pierce my thick armor and hits my vital spot. I am now at your mercy awaiting your Coup De Grâce. Make me savor the last remaining time given to my senses. Let the last sight my eyes will lay on be you and your kind yet cruel persona. Let the last odor that shall invade my sense of smell be your distinct scent among all men. Utter the last words that shall devour the silence and let it echo in my ears even if I tried to forget them. Remind me once more the taste of bittersweet life from your lips. A memory I’ve tried so hard to obliterate but wanted to remember so badly. Let my body feel the last ounce of warmth from yours. The recollection of this warm feeling shall be my only source of heat when we are parted from each other. End my suffering by severing your ties with me and I shall be reborn and reincarnated. By carrying with me the ideals and lessons I have learned from our time together I will become a new person. From a hapless peasant to a noble warrior you have shared with me wisdom and knowledge that even time won’t have the capability to erase. You have given to me a part of your life that even at your hardest and desperate efforts you can never take back. Time goes by and our bonds will grow again but this time it will be tighter and feelings will grow deeper which is contrary to what we have tried to predict. Forging the foundation of the bond on life’s anvil and hammering it with the obstacles we are facing as well as cooling it off with our precious emotions. We are the blacksmith of the ties we create with people. We have the capability to make it last, the capacity to withstand its obstacles and also the choice to make it shatter and break if we want to. The quality of a bond we share with them will vary depending on how we handle things on our side and how they do well on theirs. A mutual understanding, trust, compassion and sympathy will be crucial and vital to these bonds. These are the unions that you will treasure and cherish for the rest of your life. These are bonds that can never be severed but only strengthened through time.
"An inseparable bond is formed between two people who experienced PAIN because of one another and made it through because of each other."
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