Life has been throwing bricks at
me for the longest haul and I've never failed to move forward from it step by step.
Slowly picking up the pieces that were thrown at me and using them as a
stepping stone in achieving a better me. There might have been times where I couldn't
take it anymore, but hey I’m only human. I used to think I was better off
without anyone. I have been independent and have managed until now. I basically
denied myself the love I need just to evade the pain that comes along with
attachment, now knowing I have also been denying myself the happiness that is
included with it. My comfort zone used to be my immediate source of ecstasy.
Indulging in smokes, drinks, and other forms of vices and leisure that slowly eat
away the time of day, doing anything whether productive or not as long as it
makes me forget how lonely it is to face this big world. Creating a
repetitive delusional state in which I wanted to be trapped in for as long as I want.
Blissful, Ecstatic, Euphoric,
Rapturous; I've been like that for quite some time now, even after all that has
happened. My beliefs and virtues that were once shattered are starting to glue themselves
back together. The broken fragments of my heart and soul are being put back
together as well. I have forgotten how amazing it is to fall in love; a messy,
nerve wracking, stressful, sensitive, can’t-live-without and emotional kind of
love. I desired a kind of love that is worth fighting and waiting for. I longed
for a love that fights for its own purpose of loyalty, consistency, fidelity
and companionship despite the hardships. I hoped for someone to come along and
sweep me off my feet. I prayed for that angel who has one wing to match mine so
we can soar together to greatness. My prayers were answered…
Because I met you…
"One often meets his destiny on the road he takes to avoid it."
