The urge to be with you is getting stronger each day. The
longing to wrap my arms around you and hug you tightly is starting to become
unbearable. To feel your gentle lips pressed against mine is what I fantasize from
time to time. I’m waiting for that one single kiss, one moment of truth to find
out how deeply connected we are. I don’t
know for how long I could hold back. I feel as if each day is a slow decent to
madness. Restlessness whenever I couldn't talk to you, smirking and smiling
whenever I see your pictures. As much as I want to ignore the signs, I know it
will probably go down that road and I am only fooling myself. All these bottled
up emotions and feelings are starting to get the best of me. I’d probably burst
out sooner rather than later in a myriad of poetic words, romantic gestures and
lots of love letters, not to mention I am starting to blog again. I've been
worse, so I’m quite proud of myself for being able to hold it back and keep my
cool in this kind of situation. Knowing myself, I’m usually the kind of person
to confess what I feel, when I feel it. Everything is becoming so dreamy again.
Do I feel Butterflies in my stomach when I’m with you? Nope. I feel the whole
zoo in there. Let’s not forget how spontaneous our conversation goes every time
we’re together. It’s not so often we meet someone who we can spend four or five
hours with just sitting and talking. I already have a lot of plans in mind and
I’m just trying to see when I can set them in motion. You once told me to make
you believe in Love and Relationship again and just so you know I like
challenges and I can be very persuasive. This is just a start of some of the
great things I could do. I can handle words very well but then again I’m not a
big fan of them, talk is indeed cheap. I always believe that actions will always
speak louder than words so I’ll stop talking and start doing.
“In life we meet someone that makes
us realize why it never worked out with anybody else.”
